Going crazy...
I should be packing. I really should. I leave on Thursday. But no.

I am currently going crazy trying to make a layout for this thing. Seriously, it's driving me insane. Two years of not doing any web design and drinking heavily has definitely taken it's toll on my brain. I don't even remember the most simple HTML! Guess I'll just have to teach myself all of it again. Gah. >_< delusional wish [dot] net - and I can't do anything with it. It took me long enough to figure out how to publish this blog on there.

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Sarah @ 11:05 AM ~ 1 comments // Permalink

 
NPR : Creator Seeks to Preserve 'Electric Slide'

NPR : Creator Seeks to Preserve 'Electric Slide':
"The Electric Slide slithered out of '70s disco venues to global popularity. But choreographer Richard Silver says his creation has lost key steps in more recent representations. He's considering a suit to protect the artistic integrity of his dance."

What?! No. Just. No. Oh my god. My brain hurts now. WHY?! WHO CARES?!

Labels: idiots, npr

Sarah @ 8:18 AM ~ 0 comments // Permalink

 
NPR : Cheney's Influence Not Felt as Strongly

NPR : Cheney's Influence Not Felt as Strongly:
"There seems to be decreasing influence of Vice President Cheney, especially in the area of foreign policy."

Well, this is very good thing, in my opinion.

Labels: npr, politics

Sarah @ 8:14 AM ~ 0 comments // Permalink

 
Another post already!
I don't even know what I'm going to say. I've been buggering around with the layout; finally decided on something so extremely simply, I want to slap myself. I did figure out how to make the little icon thingy show up in the address bar/on favorites. So whoo. That's all shiny and stuff.

Ok, MySpace is getting fucking ridiculous at this point. I keep getting spam friend requests. Like, 10 an hour while I'm online. Fuckers! Leave me alone! And I'm sorry but, even though you're a real person, I'm not friending you because you are a juggalo and I hate you for it. Stop getting your fucking panties in a twist.

I've been awake since 2am. I need sleep, maybe.

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Sarah @ 9:40 PM ~ 0 comments // Permalink

 
First post, among other things.
So here we go. I have a MySpace, a LiveJournal, a GreatestJournal, and a DeadJournal. I hardly update my MySpace or LiveJournal; and I never update the GreatestJournal or DeadJournal. And yet, here I am, taking over the fucking world in the form of a Blogger.

And I WILL take over the fucking world.

Ok, so the ego thing is a bit new. I had an interesting realization: the cooler you think you are, the cooler you actually are. It's all in how you perceive yourself. 'Cause, see, the more you tell yourself that you are the best thing to ever walk the entire fucking planet, the more you believe it. And the more you believe it, the more self esteem you will have. The more self esteem you have, the cooler you are because you don't spend your entire life telling everyone else how much you suck. So, I am THE best thing on two legs and you all can just fuck off if you don't believe me. :)

So how much sense did that make? Huh.

I'm moving to California on Thursday. It seems so goddamn close now. But then, I didn't make the decision for sure until about a week and a half ago. It's kind of a spur-of-the-moment thing. Missouri is quite a huge fucking jump, and I never remember living anywhere else. It's gonna give me a bit of a shock, surely. But I'll live, and I'll be better for it.

I don't even know what all I'm going to post about here. I guess we'll find out. I just have to remember to update this goddamn thing, is all.

Back to California.

I think I may have too many expectations for it. I think that it won't be as good for me as I believe it will be. You never know, though. Maybe it will be the best thing that ever happened to me. Maybe the worst. Maybe I'll fall in love, maybe I'll get shot by a crackhead. Maybe maybe maybe maybe; it's all maybes.

Nevermind. Fuck it. If I keep going on like this, I'll get nervous, I'll lose my will.

I will go to California, I will find an awesome job, I will have the time of my fucking life.

I promise I will try to update this later. :) Pinky swear.

Labels: california, ego

Sarah @ 5:14 PM ~ 0 comments // Permalink